Unwell.

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
- Matchbox 20.

PMS.

Ineffectual (adjective): not competent, decisive, or authoritative enough to achieve desired aims.
Incompetent
Inadequate
Inept

Impotent (adjective): without the strength or power to do anything effective or helpful
Powerless
Helpless
Ineffective
Incapable

Hopeless (adjective): 1) unable to succeed or improve, or unable to be resolved, helped, cured.
2) feeling or showing no hope
Desperate
In despair
Despondent
Unpromising
Fruitless
Bleak

Exhausted (adjective): 1) Tire somebody out.
2) Use something up.
3) Try all possibilities.
Tired
Worn out
Shattered

Schizophrenic.

These lyrics epitomize where I stand these days.

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
-One Republic.

Pocketful of Sunshine
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Ohhh
Whoa
Do what you want but you're never going to break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me
Nooo
Woah
Take me away (Take me away)
A secret place (A secret place)
A sweet escape (A sweet escape)
Take me away (Take me away)
Take me away (Take me away)
To better days (To better days)
Take me away (Take me away)
A hiding place (A hiding place)
-Natasha Bedingfield.