Schizophrenic.

These lyrics epitomize where I stand these days.

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
-One Republic.

Pocketful of Sunshine
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine
Ohhh
Whoa
Do what you want but you're never going to break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me
Nooo
Woah
Take me away (Take me away)
A secret place (A secret place)
A sweet escape (A sweet escape)
Take me away (Take me away)
Take me away (Take me away)
To better days (To better days)
Take me away (Take me away)
A hiding place (A hiding place)
-Natasha Bedingfield.